This song was made in the midst of emotional turmoil and frustration. Sometimes I make myself fucking sick, so that’s what the song is partially about. The other aspect to its meaning is feeling like I’ve so much energy into this shit just to get no return. I’ve sold my soul to the grind of making music for nothing, simply for the joy of creating, I guess. Its really frustrating.. regardless, I am a man of high integrity, honor, and courage, I will continue forward with a positive mindset in the hopes that I will achieve my dreams.