ABOUT:MERITMAS

I moved around a lot as a kid and an adult. I feel like I never had an exact structure, but it led to me experiencing a lot of music as a florida man in very unnatural ways ???? that’s kind of why my sound is so afropunk and carribean now.

this song is really about relieving that anxiety that slowly creeps on Sunday night before it’s time to start the weekly grind again, so I take you through the day-to-day of a week to the weekend its alot less pessimistic than my usual approach.

my father grew up without a father, so I was raised part time. I feel like I never had an exact structure, but it led to me experiencing a lot of different music as a south florida MAN ???? that’s kind of why my sound is so afropunk and carribean now.

this guitar and 808s vibe is really about a pact made by “star crossed lovers” we we made blood promise to always love each other and love life, even if we weren’t together and she broke because she thought she could love someone else and didnt tell me trying was too much…. in the next life ill be there even after the thousandth time she says she doesn’t need me.

I met the female version of me this beautiful artist and we had a fling in south florida where I’m from. I make reference some locations in this song but its very honest and the fact the she eventually went back to who she truly loved.

Ive been making music since i was 8 years old as a drummer eventually when the band I was in broke up I went out on my own and it was shockingly peace as i could be my diverse with impunity.